Telling a different story January ’26

There were three small incidents that occurred over the Christmas period that I would like to share with you. Christmas? Do you remember that?

The first was at the beginning of December when I had finished a course about the big story of the Bible with a group of churches outside Derby. Silly time to hold it of course, with cold, dark nights and Christmas looming. So there wasn’t a large attendance. It was a family affair, with daughter Anna adding thoughts on corporate prayer and wife Sue supplying delicious scones to bolster flagging attention at the half way mark. The significant moment came at the end of the final session when a number of people expressed how eye-opening it had been to see the Bible as a connected story of salvation and how it had created within them a desire to explore further. 

Then, in those lovely quiet days between Christmas and New Year I read some words that disquieted me:

Our judge meets us at every step of our way, with forgiveness on his lips and succour in his hands. He offers us these things while there is yet time. Every day opportunity shortens, our scope for learning our Redeemer’s love is narrowed by twenty-four hours, and we come nearer to the end of our journey when we shall fall into the hands of the living God, and touch the heart of the devouring fire.

Thirdly, on the first Sunday of 2026 I was preaching at our local (St Werburgh’s Derby) on the story of the Epiphany. Matthew tells us that when the Magi were ready to return to their own land, they were warned to avoid Jerusalem and King Herod’s murderous intentions so ‘they returned home by a different route.’ (Matt. 2.12)

I was suggesting, as far as I can remember, that each of us has the opportunity at the start of a New Year to return home by a different route, and indeed to return different people, having encountered the babe of Bethlehem. I found myself saying that one route I wanted to explore was to improve my fragile writing skills as a means of proclaiming Jesus as Lord.

Now these simple events in my rather ordinary life have come together in the following way. The words of that wonderful theologian, Austin Farrer, struck home and because my growing passion is to explore Scripture as the connected story of our salvation as well as to keep writing, a theme for the 2026 blogs emerged. So, here’s the plan.

Over the next 10 months (February to November) I want to divide the Bible into 10 large chunks, picking out the main events in God’s unbreakable purpose to redeem his lost world. A story that runs from Genesis to Revelation, from the garden of Eden to the holy city, from disobedience to reconciliation, from death to life.  And crucially, to find our place within that salvation story, to find, as Eugene Peterson says, ‘that we are not being led to see God in our stories but to see our stories in God’s. God is the larger context and plot in which our stories find themselves.’  The chunks may prove to be more than bite sized and I may be running the risk of giving you indigestion, but I’m willing to risk it. If you stop reading, I shall never know. Three factors urge me on.

First, my observation is that many Christians claim to know and love the Bible, probably have multiple editions to hand, and can reference many well-known verses and stories, but are, shall we say, a trifle hazy about the details and how it all fits together.

Secondly in uncertain and troubling times we need to have clarity about the Faith, and our faith, because people need to know, and are actively searching for, what is true. Some solid ground on which to stand in earth shaking times.

Thirdly, whilst there are many, many books by proper authors who deal with this theme, this will be my personal take on it through the lens of having preached the Bible for 60 years. The Bible doesn’t address a nice, ordered world but one of suffering, injustice, and violence. Nor does it expound lofty principles and ideas and theories, but deals real people in real situations in all their glory and their shame. People like you and me!

So, this is an invitation to journey with me in this year. Who knows what it may hold for our troubled world, or what may be in store for each of us, but we do know that the Word of God will be a light to guide our path.

Here’s the first verse of an ancient hymn (Well not that ancient, written 160 years ago)

O Word of God incarnate,
O wisdom from on high,
O truth unchanged unchanging,
O light of our dark sky;
We praise Thee for the radiance
That from the hallowed page,
A lantern to our footsteps,
Shines on from age to age.

Telling a different story December ’25

A few days before Christmas, my dear friend George took me up to London to see The Phantom of the Opera. A big treat. The train disgorged us at St Pancras International and, having navigated the underground, we found ourselves on Oxford Street where we were swept along on a tide of restless humanity searching for who knows what. I felt a bit overwhelmed and like an innocent abroad. Slowly we shuffled our way to Piccadilly, because I had the ridiculous desire to visit Fortnum and Masons. A big mistake! Entering the hallowed portals the crowds intensified and almost immediately we made our escape back onto the pavement. But not before glimpsing a modest sized box of chocolates priced at £45. £45? For a box of chocolates? I yearned to be back in Derby, in Aldi’s.

The Christmas trimmings were everywhere, but nowhere could I find the  Christmas message in this scene of luxury shopping.  In a striking poem about the Incarnation Luci Shaw reflects on a similar scene:

One time of the year
the new-born child is everywhere,
planted in madonnas’ arms…
garnished with whimsical
partridges and pears,
drummers and drums,
partnered with lambs,
peace doves, sugar plums,
bells, plastic camels in sets of threes…

But Jesus the Man is not to be seen.

Perhaps I might find the babe featured in the TV schedules? On Christmas Day there was one hour of worship from a northern cathedral and a couple of carol services. Excellent, but that was it. Maybe Classic FM would come up trumps? Well, in a sense it did. Between the news bulletins and the fatuous adverts and the cringing dialogues with listeners (‘Hello Ann-Marie, its Melissa from Manchester making my own mince pies and loving the music. Could you play  Dreaming of a white Christmas please) and the constantly repeated mantra, ‘Nothing says Christmas like Classic FM’ there came snatches of magnificent music and life -giving words:

‘Veiled in flesh the Godhead see;
Hail the incarnate deity,
Please as Man with man to dwell,
Jesus our Emmanuel’

…and words of quiet appeal,

‘…no ear may hear his coming;
But in this world of sin, 
Where meek hearts receive Him, still
The dear Christ enters in.’

‘Nothing says Christmas better than Classic FM’

Well, what about Charles Wesley or Phillips Brooks?

Or Christina Rossetti?

‘What can I give him, poor as I am?
If I were a shepherd, I would bring a lamb.
If I were a wise man, I would do my part;
Yet what I can I give him- give my heart.

It occurs to me that all this may sound a bit pious and hypocritical. I was part of the crowd in Piccadilly, I watched Agatha Christie on Christmas Day and I loved much of the music served up on Classic FM. But I really don’t want these things to define my Merry Christmas. I pray for grace to stop and reflect, which is what these precious days between Christmas and New Year make possible. Where can we find the babe? 

Today (27th) is the Feast Day of St John, Apostle and Evangelist

‘In the beginning was the Word…

In him was life, and the life was the light of the human race…

The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not overcome it…

Yet to all who received him, who believed in his name, he gave the power to become the children of God…

And the Word became flesh and dwelt amongst…full of grace and truth.’

Luci Shaw’s poem continues…

‘Yet if we celebrate, let it be
that he
has invaded our lives with his purpose,
striding over our picturesque traditions,
our shallow sentiment,
overturning our cash registers,
wielding his peace like a sword,
rescuing us into reality…
Oh come, let us adore him-
Christ the Lord.’

Where is the babe of Bethlehem: that child in a manger, small and vulnerable but God through and through? He is here with us now: Emmanuel.  A gentle, flickering light, never to be extinguished, leading us into 2026. The child of Bethlehem is the Lord of glory and the coming King. He who came to visit us in great humility will come again at the new creation in glorious majesty.

‘Even so, come, Lord Jesus.

P.S. A happy new year to all who make the effort to read my monthly blogs. My inclination is to take a break in 2026, but my instinct tells me I won’t. 

I’ll just keep writing. But about what?

 I’m searching for a connecting thread for the year ahead. If you have any ideas (including ‘please stop’) I’d love to hear from you.   djbracewell@gmail.com

Telling a different story November ‘25

Sunday 23 November Malvern, Worcestershire

Morning service at a local church. Holy Communion with prayer for healing. The preacher was a retired clergyman. Mid-80’s with a wonderful combination of fragility and energy. He spoke of the power of remembering, and how that God remembers us, putting together lives that have been dis-membered through the toils and troubles we have faced.  Such re-assembling is an act of love. He quoted, from memory, George Herbert’s poem. ‘Love bade me welcome’.  I asked for prayer and was anointed with oil on behalf of a dear friend who is battling cancer.

Tuesday 25 November St Clements Horsley

A beautiful, ancient church in a group of five churches in Denby, on the edge of Derby. It was the third of four meetings I was leading with our daughter, Anna, exploring the big story of the bible with reflections on the importance of prayer. (They were happy enough to listen to me, but they loved Anna, which was just a bit irritating!) There weren’t many of us, about a dozen, but it was so good to learn together about how the bible is one connected story and about the comfort and challenge of a life of sustained prayer.

Thursday 26 November Allestree, Derby

A zoom meeting scheduled with two retired clergymen Gerald and John, one in Scotland the other in Liverpool, both in their 90’s, and both former curates with my father in Lancashire in the mid 1960’s!  90+ and meeting every weekday to say Morning Prayer and pray together. What an inspiration. Technical issues (now there’s a surprise) prevented me joining them, but I was with them in spirit and will try again to meet with them.

Saturday 29 November Carlisle Cathedral

We joined the congregation on line to watch the enthronement of the 68th Bishop of Carlisle, Rob Saner-Haigh. There was much pomp and ceremony, as such occasions require, but then some wonderful music and rousing hymns as well. But best of all Bishop Rob climbed the pulpit steps and with disarming directness and passion told us all what the agenda was for the Diocese in the coming years. It was, he said, ‘to help people know and follow Jesus…because there was no one like Jesus who could bring hope and healing and renewal to broken lives. He comes with longing in his heart to lead back home all who are lost.’

As we listened our hearts were strangely warmed.

Sunday 30 November St Luke’s Loscoe

Another church in the Denby group where the congregation was made up of people from each of the churches. The purpose was to commission those who had offered themselves, after appropriate training, to lead occasional worship. I didn’t count, but I think there were about 20. The vision is that worship could be offered in every church in the group on every Sunday.

Monday 1 December St Werburgh’s Derby

Our local. At 11am on a wet Monday morning I discovered the Operations Manager and the Social Action leader parcelling up 100 ‘bags of kindness’ to be distributed over the coming days to people across the city. 

Our world is dis-membered, broken in so many ways, our society walks in the darkness that descends when God is forgotten, and our church in many places  marked and marred by division 

But, no matter. There is so much light in the darkness. In Malvern, in Denby, in Carlisle, in Derby, in Liverpool in Fort William the light is shining, the light of the Lord Jesus reflected through the love and faithfulness of his children. And no darkness can put it out. We never lose hope.

Hope! Yesterday was Advent Sunday. We are overwhelmed with hope because Jesus came in great humility to a world every bit as broken as ours, and will come again at the end of the Age in glorious majesty to renew the whole universe, and now comes to all who turn to him, day by day by day. We never lose hope!

Keep us, O Lord,
while we tarry on this earth,
in a serious seeking after you
and in an affectionate walking with you,
every day of our lives;
that when you come,
we may be found not hiding our talent,
nor serving the flesh,
nor yet asleep with our lamp unfurnished,
but waiting and longing for our Lord,
our glorious God for ever.  (Richard Baxter)

Telling a different story October ‘25

I know it’s well into November and the October blog is only just arriving, but we’ve been a bit busy. A week in Ireland, followed by a week in Guernsey followed by a week in Guildford. Ridiculous really, but what can you do when invitations to preach have slowed to a trickle, so that when one does come, it’s hard to say no. In addition, I left my laptop in Guernsey which hasn’t helped. So, if you follow the blog and have been anxious about its non-appearance (highly unlikely) my apologies.

So, we were in Guernsey because I had been invited to preach over the weekend on the subject of, ‘What on earth is the Church for?’ Had I been required to address that through an institutional lens I would have been lost for words, but in fact our text was the Epistle to the Ephesian

Paul tells us that the Church is the assembly of those who God has called and gathered, who are united in Christ and indwelt by the Spirit, and through whom he will unveil the purposes he has in mind for the world he has created. Through the Church God’s eternal plan will be made known both to the peoples of earth and the powers of heaven. (1.10; 3.10)

Well now, who would have thought it. The Church really is the hope of the world. The tiny communities in Asia Minor, where Jew and Greek were being reconciled in a totally astonshing way, were a sign that God’s Kingdom had arrived in Jesus. That a completely new and revolutionary way of living was emerging. So too, in countless congregations across our world today, united in their love for Jesus, the same truth is being proclaimed: Jesus is the world’s true King! ‘One day, the kingdoms of this world will become the Kingdom of our Lord and of his Christ, and he will reign for ever and ever.’ ‘The Curch is not peripheral to the world, the world is peripheral to the Church.’ 1.23 (The Message) Let’s crack on!

So that was my weekend in Guernsey. On the Monday morning, barely awake, my reading was from the book of Habakkuk. I’ve read the book many times, but I was struck afresh by its message. Habakkuk is a knock- out.

O Lord, I have heard of your renown, and I stand in awe O Lord, of your work.
In our own time revive it; in our own time make it known. (3.2)

Bring revival in our time O Lord. Who would not want that? In our broken and hurting world, our spirits cry out for God to come again. We are, I believe, living at a significant cultural moment. Lightening changes in politics, technology, communications, and the global order hint at a new and different future I wonder if we should stop talking about a post-Christian society and start taliking about a pre-revival one?

Now it is at this point that I am in danger of taking a wrong turn. Talk of a shift into a new era causes me to assume that something big and dramatic, something far beyond my spiritual pay grade, will have to happen which will be far beyond my capacity to share in. I will just have to sit and watch.

But what if instead God is calling us to be at the heart of change by simply renewing  our devotion (Acts 2.47) to the basics of prayer and witness and especially to the renewal of love and care flowing through our congregations into the wider community? What if we are being called not to bring renewal to the world  though our own ingenuity and effort but by joining God’s project to heal the world through love? What if God is challenging the institution of the Church to live joyfully on the margins, to become a vibrant and flexible movement, to be surprising and not predictable? A dynamic, fast moving, unpredictable Church of England. Now there’s a thought !

Historically, renewal begins on the margins. An Augustinian monk struggles over what it means to be right with God, and out of his personal agony the Protestant Reformation is born. A young minister returns from the mission field, dejected and defeated, but then attends a meeting where his  heart is ‘strangely warmed’ and one of the most significant awakenings of modern history emerges. Two old ladies (one blind the other crippled) sit in their weather beaten cottage in the Outer Hebrides, praying night after night, and often through the night, and God moves in revival power that sweeps across the Islands and far beyond. A little girl stands up in a chapel meeting in Port Talbot and declares her love for Jesus and the Welsh Revival catches fire.

Is God going to do it again?  I do not know! But I know we must never lose heart. Habakkuk again:

Though the fig tree does not blossom, and no fruit is on the vines…
Yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will exult in the God of my salvation. (3.17,18)

The Anabaptist theologian, Alan Kreider asks why the Church grew so fast in the first four centuries. Evangelistic strategies? Eloquent orators? Vibrant worship? None of these. People, he says, were amazed at the love Christians had for one another which broke down all social barriers, the degree of service offered to the wider community  and their distinctive life styles. ‘The Church grew by fascination’ is his striking conclusion. Finally, Habakkuk says we just need to know that God is in his holy temple, and keep quiet! (2.20)

Finally, just to change gear, today is Remembrance Sunday and last week it was All Souls Day. A time to remember, with love and gratitude, those we have loved and lost. I don’t want to pray for them in terms of their salvation, but I am eager to mention them in my prayers, asking God to forgive any negligence on my part when they were here on earth, grateful that they are now in God’s care, and rejoicing in the wonderous assurance that, on that last great day, we shall meet again.

  Conqueror of death,
  We remember with gratitude those whom we love but see no longer. 
  Help us to live this day in the sure and certain hope of
  Your eternal victory.

   Amen

Telling a Different Story September ‘25

So, the 47th President of the United States and his wife, and a small army of fellow travellers, have visited our ‘sceptered isle’ and, forty-eight hours later, left to a corporate sigh of relief that nothing embarrassing happened.

A good friend of mine who I suspect is a bit partial to Mr. Trump warned me against making judgements when not knowing the full facts, and I do take that point. However, there are a few things we can say about the President on good evidence. First, he is narcissistic to a remarkable degree. Praise him, and he positively glows. But the converse is true. Cross him and the glow instantly becomes a glower and it is time to run for cover. And then there is the issue of his unsettling unpredictability. Who knows what pronouncement a day may bring forth, and how it may or may not relate to earlier pronouncements on the same subject. Narcissism and unpredictability is a toxic mix, and Trump has it in spades.

As I watched the news of the visit, I longed to know what was going on in the minds of those taxed to welcome him as he made his progress from Stansted to the Ambassador’s home in Regents Park,  to Windsor Castle and finally to Chequers. What was in the mind of the King, who stives so hard for the well- being of the planet, as he walked into the banqueting hall alongside a man who thinks climate change is a hoax? And what was our beleaguered Prime Minister thinking as perhaps he looked back to that moment last February in the Oval Office when he reached into his pocket and with a dramatic flourish and a conspiratorial grin he handed over the ‘unprecedented’ invitation to a second state visit? And what about the thought processes of the Dean of Windsor in his splendid scarlet cassock as he graciously led the President and his wife to their seats in the chapel?

 We shall never know of course. But the questions raised by the visit linger, and one in particular: ‘How do you relate to, and do business with, a leader whose opinions and actions may be anathema to you, but whose power to shape the course of events is undeniable?’ So, for instance, in our own country we would really like to avoid crippling tariffs that the President has the power to apply. On a world stage, we ache to see the wicked violence being perpetrated by vicious leaders in Gaza and Ukraine curbed by American intervention. Watching the meeting of the UN General Assembly, it was so frustrating to see the empty seats where the American delegation were meant to be sitting. In all these areas, and many others the President holds most of the trump cards and we need his help.

More recently he has been straying, in the wake of bizarre statements made by his health secretary, Robert Kennedy, into dangerous medical territory. Autism can be cured?  Pregnant women need to stop taking Paracetamol. Really? It is all so alarming. And then, earlier this week there was his blistering speech at the United Nations in New York. No one escaped his censure.  European nations are going to hell, Britain is about to adopt Sharia law, global warming is the biggest con ever perpetrated, the President has ended 7 wars (but not in Gaza or Ukraine) and deserves the Nobel peace prize. Depending on your perspective this was, as one commentator said, either Trump unleashed or Trump unhinged. I know which I would go for! His performance was a joke, or at least it would have been if he did not hold the keys to unlock many of the intransigent situations we are all facing. So we watched with incredulity the ending to his speech as the European leaders applauded the man who had just told them that their countries were going to hell!

But back to our question. How are our leaders to relate to the President? You won’t be surprised to hear that I don’t know. But we must keep praying for those who have to find an answer whilst maintaining truth and integrity.

St Peter, writing to Christians scattered through Asia Minor early in the 60’s AD, urges them to submit to the authorities set over them (1 Pet. 2.13f.) as does Paul writing to the church in Rome (Romans 13.1) And it is arresting to note that they were writing when the Emperor was the godless, brutal Nero! (Just to be clear, I’m not wanting to equate Trump with Nero) Properly constituted authority is necessary for the right ordering of society, and as such it is instituted by, and under the control of God. It follows that Christians are obligated to obey legitimate rulers; a sustained attitude of being ‘agin the government’ is not an option, even in the current mood of prevailing cynicism about politicians. Even in the most abusive systems, the desire for justice remains fundamental and it is our Christian duty constantly to seek it out. But it is, of course, a bit more complex! Obedience to leaders must never be in the face of violation of God’s laws (Acts 4.19) There may be moments when active resistance is necessary (one thinks of Dietrich Bonhoeffer joining the plot to assassinate Hitler in 1942) but more often wise and godly living in the face of oppression is the most revolutionary way. Our God does reign, he is in control, his purposes will not be finally thwarted and he will bring all people to account.

But where does that leave you and me in our day by day lives? I sometimes worry that these little blogs tend to say the same thing month in month out: a description of the woes of our world, followed by an exhortation to trust God! Maybe this is just an old man repeating himself. And yet the call surely is to keep coming back, again and again, to the sovereign will of God, and to go on developing a passionate desire to follow that will by doing what is right and true in my own back yard.

We live with daily gratitude for what God has done for us, and for the world, in the death and resurrection of Christ pour Lord. We lift high the cross of Jesus, the symbol that love will triumph over evil, and will one day finally be seen to triumph. We offer that love in our daily dealings with those we meet, and in our prayers for those who have authority over us. We express our unbounded joy in the faithfulness of Jesus and the promise of the hope stored up for us in heaven. I love to read the pieces that come to me across the Atlantic from the heart and pen of the Bishop of Minnesota, Bishop Craig.  Writing about a recent school shooting he says that we cannot force the fulness of God’s reign into being, but we can point to what that reign looks like in each situation and we must ‘go on shouting our defiant Allelulias into the darkness.’

May our Lord Jesus give to each of us, love in our eyes, hope in our hearts, courage in our wills and joy on our faces as we keep on keeping on in his name.

Lord Jesus, divine Son and eternal priest,
inspire us with the confidence of your final conquest of evil,
and grant that daily on our way
we may drink of the brook of your eternal life
and so find courage against all adversities;
for your mercy’s sake

ps. If I had any influence on the strategy of Diocesan Bishops I would urge them to write a weekly passionate blog to their clergy in which they reflect on these turbulent times and encourage those over who they have pastoral care to keep th Faith. (No chance, Bracewell. You are only ecclesiastical pond life)

Telling a different story August ‘25

So that was August, and already autumn leaves are falling in Derby.

We have recently returned from holiday. Despite the fact that retirement is wall to wall holiday, it still seems right to go away in August. We had two weeks: the first week was bliss, the second was  with the family.  All good, but in different ways. The first week, we were caring for Obi, a strong-minded but delightful Airedale Terrier in deepest Gloucestershire, just Sue and I. The second week was in North Cornwall with the family. Eleven of us in a large house close by the sea. Not restful, but great fun, with just a touch of tension thrown in with two grand-daughters awaiting A level and GCSE results.

On holiday, the facts of life don’t change, whether personal or national, but our perspective does. You look through a different lens, more relaxed, more reflective.  Government policy on a whole range of things seems not quite so bizarre, your arthritic legs, or impaired hearing not quite so worrying. And there is lots of time to talk. We found ourselves, one evening, talking to the kids about ‘Power of Attorney. I’m not sure how it came up, but the subtext was ‘When you two oldies have gone, who gets what?’ I told them about my good friend Ernie who is using ‘The Inheritance’ to take the family on holiday and create memories. This bit of wisdom was received in stony silence. ‘Wouldn’t it just easier to have the money’ was the unspoken response.

There are other lenses on offer. I read an article recently by the journalist, Fraser Nelson, in which he questioned the commonly held assumption that Britain is increasingly violent and broken. On the issue of crime, for instance, the statistics tell us that things are much better than they were, suggesting that the news and social media operate as a distorting lens. ‘When shrill voices dominate, hyperbole wins…’ He goes on to suggest that our society, ‘despite its many faults is probably safer, richer and better than any before it. He makes it his business to see the state of the country through the lens of detailed and carefully assembled statistics, even though the resulting optimism is met with stolid cynicism. There is within us a deeply embedded desire to know what is going wrong, a bizarre fascination to witness disaster.

Psalm 94 offers another lens through which to view our lives.
‘He who corrects the nations, shall he not punish?
He who teaches the peoples, does he lack knowledge?
The Lord knows every human thought,
That they are but a breath…
For the Lord will not fail his people,
Neither will he forsake his inheritance.’ (vv. 10,11,14)

Here is the Christian lens, and as we look through it, we see that the violence, the injustice and the brokenness of our world is not outside the control of  God. He knows, he understands, he grieves, and he alone can mend our brokenness, and bring hope in the place of despair. St. Paul, in one of his letters to his troublesome church at Corinth, all mixed up over their relationships and values, writes, ‘The present pattern of this world, you see, is passing away.’

(1 Cor. 7.31) One day everything will be made new, and the things that now occupy our hopes and dreams, our ambitions and fears will be no more. Watching Vladimir Putin walking down the endless red carpet to meet a waiting President Trump, ahead of their much vaunted conference in Alaska, I wanted to shout at the TV set. ‘All your ambitions and deceits, fuelled by your lust for power, are to no avail. Ere long they will dissolve and you will both be forgotten, or at best remembered for the wrong reasons. “We are such stuff as dreams are made on, and our little life is rounded with a sleep.”’

But of course, this eternal perspective is not an invitation to indolence and complacency. Looking through God’s lens we do that one day he will finally mend his hurting world, but we also see the world as it is, radically out of joint, but for that very reason crying out, not to be abandoned but redeemed. One day there will be a new heaven and earth but that is not an invitation to indolence or complacency We, God’s people, are called to bear witness here and now to the truth of God’s redemptive purposes and so to hasten that great day.

We live in an age of anxiety which causes people to ask questions, which in turn presents an opportunity to speak the truth as we have come to see it in Jesus. Two little encounters from our Cornish holiday come to mind. Walking up from the beach one day, we fell in step with another elderly couple. Sue, of course, got into conversation with the lady and I found myself walking alongside the husband. He told me that such was his anxiety about the state of the world, he had taken a vow not to read a newspaper or listen to the news for a year. He has three months to go, and is blissfully unaware of what is going on, and has devoted his life to a re-wilding project in Devon. On discovering that I was a retired vicar, he told me that he saw the Church as a useful institution to remind us of traditional values. As I drew breathe to correct this sketchy understanding of the Church, our paths diverged and he was gone. The day before, we were in a supermarket in Wadebridge and in the adjacent check-out line there was a rather merry Cornish chap, singing ’When the saints are called up yonder I’ll be there.’ Arrested by this strange incident I found myself saying to him, ‘Are you sure you’ll be there?’ To which he replied, ‘Well, it’s either up or down isn’t it?’ ‘Well, I’m planning to be there’, I said, ‘and I hope we shall meet again,’ Had I been a proper evangelist, I would have told him that Jesus is the way up, but I didn’t. And by the time I was ready to say something useful, the queue had moved on!

Anxiety, enquiry and opportunity. ‘Lord, help me to look more closely at our anxious world through the lens of your infinite compassion, and make me a better witness.’

And our monthly glance at the Anglican calendar of worthies? Well, August bristles with them. John Henry Newman, Florence Nightingale, the Blessed Virgin Mary, Bernard of Clairvaux, St. Bartholomew, Augustine of Hippo, John Bunyan.

But the 6th of August is the Transfiguration. Jesus is on the mountain with Peter, James and John, transfigured with the blazing glory of God, his face shining. Luke records that the disciples were heavy with sleep. Then this: ‘… but when they became fully awake, they saw his glory…’ Our son has a phrase, ‘If you snooze you lose.’

Sleepy headed, we look through the wrong lens, we see dimly, we ‘miss the many splendored thing’. The challenge of discipleship is to be fully awake, to gaze through the liberating lens of God’s infinite compassion, to glimpse the glory and let it show in on anxious faces and in our hesitant words. Nothing more and nothing less. May it be so, for Jesus’ sake.

Most merciful Redeemer, friend and brother,
May we
see you more clearly,
love you more dearly,
and follow you more nearly,
day by day by day.

Telling a different story July ‘25

So, I’m sitting in the lovely Derbyshire town of Bakewell in a coffee shop -where else – with a fellow retired clergyman. Bob has had a far more illustrious ‘career’ in the Church than me, but in retirement we are both still working, he giving advice to the Church of England nationally, me pootling around on the local scene. Over lunch these two old codgers  were reflecting on the ‘ages’ through which they had lived.

First, the age of austerity. Growing up in post war Britain, things were a bit spartan I seem to remember. My father was a clergyman and  we lived in rambling old vicarages where in winter the rooms were like ice boxes, the cold only alleviated slightly by a central, spluttering coal fire around which the whole family crowded. At times, the draught coming under the door would cause the central piece of carpet to levitate. My mother’s abiding dream, never realised until well into her old age, was to have a ‘fitted carpet.’

So to the sixties, and the dawn of the age of affluence. Now it was fitted everything: carpets, gas fires, bedroom furniture, fridges (no more stone slabs in the outhouse) washing machines (in our case a tiny twin tub). And a TV set that had colour, a car that wasn’t black, and didn’t have running boards and trafficators and even occasional holidays abroad, as we turned our backs on our beloved Blackpool and headed for Spain. These of course were only the first green shoots, and over the next 50 years our standard of living soared beyond my parent’s wildest dreams. Until 2008 and the financial crash!

Welcome to the age of anxiety. The transition was gradual. For a few people anxiety struck overnight with unimagined financial loss, but for the majority it was a creeping realisation that we couldn’t go on having it so good for ever. The amenities, the affluence, the freedoms, the comforts came with a price tag. So we can still jet across the world for exotic holidays, but the delight is undermined by guilt as extreme weather conditions signal a growing crisis, to which our holiday is adding fuel!

But within this age of anxiety, something else is stirring, something tiny and fragile but hope- filled. One day it may grow into a new age, the age of awareness or wisdom, or hope or renewal. Time will tell.  The bridge into this new age is the mood of longing.  A longing driven largely, I believe, by the widespread failure of our rampantly secular age, turbo charged by the Pandemic, to deliver any sense of overarching meaning, any grand story that makes sense of our fragmented lives. This generation, and probably the one before it, has been driven into the arms of a merciless philosophy of individualism, and many young people living with this heavy load are in turmoil and despair.  On the one hand, encouraged to be what they want to be, and on the other hand urged through social media to conform to what their contemporaries expect them to be. It is a nightmare to which the expanding mental health crisis bears witness. And these personal anxieties are played out against a much bigger background of political turmoil, economic uncertainty, global warfare and climate change.

An age of awareness, which is also a kairos moment of opportunity. Enter the Church! Philip Larkin’s perceptive poem. ‘Church Going’ speaks of the church as

‘This serious house on serious earth,
In whose blent air all our compulsions meet,
And, recognised, are robed as destinies
And that much never can be obsolete
Since someone will forever be surprising
A hunger in himself to be more serious…’

Larkin was an atheist, but with the poignancy that often characterises those who write about a faith they profess to deny, he catches the sense of longing and the hunger for something better.

So, yes- enter, the Church! Not the Institution which appears to be having some sort of mental breakdown, but the local church which remains, we dare to believe, the hope of the world. The local church is the guardian of the fragile, life-giving truth, embedded in the Bible, of a God who created the world in love, has redeemed it through the sacrifice of Jesus, and will one day consummate it with joy when ‘the kingdoms of this world will become the Kingdom of our Lord and of his Christ, and he will reign for ever and ever.’ Here surely is solid ground and soaring hope for all who will turn and believe. Here, surely, is a narrative to live by. The recent synod of the Church of England talked about ‘cuts in stipendiary posts, clergy stress, low morale, collapse in vocations, all adding up to an existential threat to the life of the Church. Well, if the CofE doesn’t soon pull up its corporate socks, that may well be the case, but fortunately Jesus said ‘I will build my church.’

I was talking very recently, to a vicar who oversees three churches in rural Derbyshire, and I asked her how things were going. Not unexpectedly, she told me that it was hard, but then she smiled and started to tell me two stories. The first was of a child of 6 who had asked to be baptised. Her mother explained that she had been passionate about Jesus for as long as she could remember, always wanting bible stories as bedtime reading and now they were beginning to pray together.  Wisely, the vicar said she would spend time with mother and daughter together so that together they might go through the door of baptism into the Faith of Christ and the fellowship of God’s people. The second story was of a man aged 28 who had appeared one Sunday morning in church and who, many weeks later was still attending and growing in faith and understanding. He had attended an event in the Cathedral when he was a child and had been given a bible which had been consigned to the back of a drawer, until the day when his grandmother. To whom he had been very close, died. In his sadness he dug out the bible and decided to explore the local church. Again, wisely, the vicar had said to him that once he felt secure in his faith, he might want to move on to join a larger and younger congregation. ‘Why would I do that?’ he replied. ‘Here in this place and among these people, I have found welcome and new hope. Why would I leave them?’

Recent research from the Bible Society suggests that there is a significant upward trend in church going, especially among younger people, aged 18-24. It is happening mainly in the Pentecostal churches and in larger city centre Anglican churches and in the Roman Catholic church, which is wonderful news. But when it puts in an appearance in a small, elderly, rural community of Christians, it really is time to sit up and take notice.

So we will go to our local church next Sunday expecting to meet the living God, praying for the Holy Spirit to descend on those who lead and preach, believing that there is a quiet renewal underway, and searching the pews for anyone who appears just to have turned up out of the blue so that we can offer them a gentle and honest welcome. Hopefully, over a cup of quality coffee! (Humanly speaking the renewal of the church -in my humble opinion- might hang on the banishment of instant coffee and rich tea biscuits to be replaced by something a little more exotic. In this respect, the Church is still in the age of austerity) So, one by one, local church by local church person to person, the quiet renewal of the Church will take shape and God will visit us again with his salvation.

We must take heart in this emerging age of awareness and opportunity. GK Chesterton once said that ‘on five occasions in history, the Church has gone to the dogs, but on each occasion, it was the dogs that died.’ Well, if we are entering a sixth age I wouldn’t put any money on the dogs.

Finally – finally (apologies for the length) I think I can hear someone saying, ‘What about the Christian calendar we are supposed to be following?’

Well, I haven’t forgotten. The calendar invites us in July (on the 14th) to remember John Keble.  Keble was a scholar, poet and priest. He was Professor of poetry at Oxford and then, for 30 years, vicar of a rural parish in Hampshire. In 1833 he preached the Assize sermon in Oxford. It was entitled, ‘National Apostacy’ and was a passionate calling to the nation to return to God, and a chastising of the Church for being an institution of society rather than a prophetic voice. That sounds so familiar. It caused a sensation and marked the start of a religious renewal known as the Tractarian movement. So much of this speaks into our current situation. ‘Thank you, John Keble.’ Here, finally and at no extra cost, is one of his lovely hymns

Blest are the pure in heart,
For they shall see our God;
The secret of the Lord is theirs,
Their soul is Christ’s abode.

The Lord who left the heavens
Our life and peace to bring,
To dwell in lowliness with men
Their pattern and their King

Still to the lowly soul
He does himself impart,
And for his dwelling and his throne
Chooseth the pure in heart.

Lord, we thy presence seek,
May ours this blessing be;
Give us a pure and lowly heart,
A temple meet for thee. 

Telling a different story: Pentecost

For almost 50 years I have held the position of under-gardener on various Bracewell estates. It has been a privilege, despite the Head-Gardener’s stringent standards and no significant remuneration. Watering is a constant duty. I prefer the hose, because it is easy, and gives me a heady sense of power, but the Head-Gardener insists on watering cans and water drawn from the water butts (Yes- I don’t wish to boast but we are a two water-butt family) It is, apparently, better for the plants, water direct from heaven. Water from God rather than from the East Midlands water Company.

Today is Pentecost Sunday and one of the key biblical symbols for the Holy Spirit is water.

‘On the last day of the festival, the great final celebration, Jesus stood up and shouted out, “If anyone is thirsty, they should come to me and have a drink. Anyone who believes in me will have rivers of living water flowing out of their heart.”  He said this about the Spirit…’ (John 7)

If we are  disciples of Jesus, we have his Spirit living within us, but the Spirit who dwells within will come upon us again and again as we ask. May this Pentecost Sunday be a day when we ask once again for the Spirit to well up within us to eternal life. (John 4) Like water from heaven.

The passage in John 7 about living water links to Ezekiel’s vision (Chapter 47) about a new river rising from under the threshold of the Temple in Jerusalem and flowing down to the Dead Sea, so fresh that the stagnant Dead Sea will be turned fresh, with fruit trees sprouting up along its banks.

On a cold Sunday evening in January 1993, I read this passage aloud in the church in Guildford where I worked, and when I reached v.9 the Spirit came! It’s a long story, but in that moment everything changed in my own ministry and in the life of the congregation. ‘Wherever the water flows, there is life.’

In many ways, although I mustn’t overplay it, we inhabit a barren, salty culture. The times feel strangely out of joint. In the midst of conspicuous ease and well being, there is palpable anxiety. In a society miraculously inter- connected there is much loneliness. In a world where choice and opportunity abound, people are living lives of ‘quiet desparation’. Jesus invites anyone who is thirsty, to come and drink, and multitudes are dying of spiritual thirst. Pentecost comes to remind us that living water is freely available through the Church, for the world.Many people with deep anxieties are longing  to be refreshed, outworn philosophies need to be challenged, empty lifestyles need to be reconstructed. ‘Wherever the river flows there is life.

And fruit! I haven’t forgotten our Anglican Calendar of festivals, and on June 15th we are bidden to remember the work of Evelyn Underhill, theologian, writer and leader of Retreats, a spiritual force in her day. Please read her! In 1936 she led a retreat on the Spirit, speaking about the quality of fruit that will grow within the life of those who open themselves, ‘like sap rising quietly and secretly in the soul bringing forth not merely nice devotional flowers, but (nourishing) fruits.’ And the key fruit is love.

To come down to brass tacks, God loves the horrid man at the fish shop, and the tiresome woman in the next flat, and the disappointing vicar, and the mulish parent, and the contractor who has cut down the row of trees we loved, to build a lot of revolting bungalows. God loves, not tolerates these self-centred spirits and seeks without ceasing to draw them into his love. And the first-fruit of his indwelling presence, the first sign that we are on his side and he is on ours, must be at least a tiny bud of his love, breaking the hard and rigid outline of our life.

This Pentecost, can I open my life so that the Spirit might flow like clear, pure water into my life, and out again as the fruit of the Spirit formed in me produces fruit that will bring life to others.

One final memory. When our children were little, we often had holidays in Cornwall. A favourite spot was Trebarwith Strand on the north coast. A steep lane with high hedges ends in the sea. Beyond the slipway lies a beautiful beach bounded on either side by steep rocks so that when the tide turns it comes in at alarming speed. Time to grab a child, sweep up assorted possessions, and abandoned unwanted rubbish. Then in comes the tide, churning up the beach and its contents before receding to leave clean, flat, unblemished sand, ready for the next invasion. So it is with the coming of the Spirit.

O Christ, Thou art within me like the sea
Filling me as a slowly rising tide,
No rock, or stone or sand bar may abide,
Safe from Thy coming and undrowned in Thee.
Thou dost not fill me with the might of storm,
But with a calm upsurging from the deep,
Thou shuttest me in Thy eternal keep
Where is no ebb, for fulness is Thy norm.

Have a memorable Pentecost

Telling a Different Story: Ascension

It’s Ascension Day!

A fleeting memory. It’s a cold, wet night in October. The year is 1963. I’m standing with my parents on the viewing platform at Manchester Airport, and we are gazing into the skies as a plane disappears into the clouds. And if a passing airport official had said, ‘Why are you gazing into the heavens?’ I would have explained that my brother and his wife and six- month-old baby were flying out to the Arctic to work among the Eskimo people (now called Inuit)  in North West Baffin Island, and we didn’t know when we would see them again. Whenever I read

Luke’s account of the Ascension (Acts 1. 10,11) I am reminded of that October night.

The Ascension is a neglected Festival, celebrated on a Thursday and a bit tricky to visualise. We have to get beyond the Medieval pictures, and in fact many modern ones, that paint a group of bewildered disciples looking up at a pair of legs disappearing into a cloud. The biblical writers didn’t believe then, any more than we do now, that God lived in a literal place above the ‘bright, blue sky’ and that Jesus was some sort of early space traveller. They believed then, as we do now, that Jesus no longer appeared in material form, but had left the earthly scene and returned to God’s space in the created universe.

 (John 20.17; Luke 24.50,51; Eph.4.9,10; Heb. 9.24) I love the verse in Psalm 47: ‘God has gone up with a merry noise, the Lord with the sound of the trumpet.’ (v.5). If the disciples saw this return to God as an upward movement, so be it. That seems quite natural. Last September our granddaughter, Olivia, moved up from junior to senior school. This summer, Leeds, Burnley and Sunderland will go up from the Championship football league to the Premiership. Up into another dimension.

(In the case of Leeds, Burnley and Sunderland one can only hope that the promise of Acts 1 is not fulfilled: they will come back in the same as you saw them go.)

The important question of course is, ‘What does the Ascension mean for the Church?’ ‘We believe in Jesus Christ his only Son our Lord…he ascended into heaven, and sits on the right hand of God the Father almighty; from there he will come to judge the living and the dead.’

What does it mean? Well, here’s another question. ‘Who’s in charge in our world?’ Not a difficult question for President Trump: ‘I am.’ But, of course, he isn’t. So, is it the people with the most powerful weapons, in Israel, in Russia, in Iran?  Or perhaps those with the greatest financial leverage? Or is it the movers and shakers in the world of sport and entertainment? Well, no, none of the above.

The Ascension stands to remind us that it is God who is in charge of his broken and bruised world, despite appearances. Someone is seated in the throne. There may be chaos, but the world is not spiralling out of control. God is in control, and nor is it remote control. ‘And if I go to prepare a place for you, and I will come again and will take you to myself, so that where I am, there you may be also.’

The German theologian and preacher, Helmut Thielicke, who worked and preached in Hamburg during the second world war, tells the story of how, one night he was reading the story of the Ascension at bed time to his little boy. At the end of the story the boy said, ‘I bet when Jesus got back to heaven, God told him not to go back down again, because something else terrible might happen to him.’ The Ascension tells us, and makes real to us, that Jesus has returned in the presence and with the power of his Holy Spirit, so that we have nothing to fear. ‘Take courage, I have overcome the world.’

So what do we do on Ascension Day? We wait. We wait where we are. In the city (Luke 24.49) in the countryside, in our town or in our village, in sadness or in joy, in turmoil or in peace. We wait for the descent of the Spirit. The Holy Spirit who, if we belong to Christ, dwells within, also comes upon us again and again and again, as we wait in trust and expectation. And when he comes, we will be empowered to tell all that we know of his goodness and grace. We will find ourselves saying to all who will listen, ‘Come, and I will tell what he has done for me.’ (Psalm 66.16) The Ascension comforts us in our times of disturbance and will disturb us when we start to feel comfortable.

I haven’t forgotten that we are looking month by month at the Anglican pattern of Holy Days. May 24th is the day to give thanks for the lives of John and Charles Wesley. So here is Charles Wesley great Ascension hymn, ‘Rejoice, the Lord I King.’

Jesus the saviour reigns, the God of truth and love;
When he had purged our stains, he took his seat above.

His kingdom cannot fail; he rules o’er earth and heaven;
The keys of death and hell are to our Jesus given.

He sits at God’s right hand, Till all his foes submit,
And bow to his command, and fall beneath his feet.

So, on this Ascension Day, wherever you are:
Lift up your heart, lift up your voice,
Rejoice, again I say, rejoice.

Telling a different story: April 2025

‘Don’t be alarmed’ said the young man dressed in white, ‘you are looking for Jesus of Nazareth who was crucified. He has risen! He is not here.

There is no need to worry about where we should focus our reflection for April  as we continue to scan the Anglican calendar of Holy Days. It is Easter! It is the turning of the world, it is the pivot of history, it is the bursting of new life into our tired old existence, it is, in Rowan Williams memorable phrase, the second big bang.

‘The Lord is risen! He is risen indeed. Allelulia.’

Year on year, the journey through Holy Week disturbs me. At a very simplistic level it is a disturbance born of nostalgia. A little boy, growing up in a tight knit community on the outskirts of a northern town in the 1950’s. In a parish where my father was the vicar. Good Friday was like the early days of covid: silence and bird song, deserted streets, banished traffic. At many a church, noon marked the beginning of a three- hour service of reflection around the cross. Too young to attend, I have a fleeting image of my father returning home exhausted from conducting such a service, preaching the powerful and painful message of our redemption. Then it was Easter Day. Communion services at      7am and again at 8am when the aged churchwarden led the congregation onto the road in front of the church to sing, ‘Jesus Christ is risen today.’ Even as a lad, seeing bedroom curtains twitching, I realised that this was not a wise evangelistic strategy, but even so the main service was packed to the doors. The ladies of the parish sporting new hats, some of the men, awkward in new suits, lusty singing, passionate preaching, and, at the end of the day, the  collections were totalled up and given to the vicar as a gift- the ‘Easter Offering.’ ‘Making off with the takings’ as a friend called it. Nostalgia is both sweet and painful.

At a far deeper level my Holy Week disturbance is a matter of the imagination as I journey once more from the last supper, to the garden of Gethsemane, on to  Pilate’s judgement hall, and finally up the long painful hill to Calvary and the horrors of crucifixion. And then the Resurrection. The scene in the garden, everyone running around in disbelief, and the wonderful moments of encounter with Jesus, in the upper room, by the seashore and on the road to Emmaus. And here’s a strange thing. The people inside the story didn’t know how things would end, but I do, and yet the emotion and the tension never slacken year by year. I go on living through and being surprised and disturbed by the cross and the empty tomb.

The stark contrast I have sketched between the solemnity of Good Friday and the joy of Easter day can lead to a false understanding: Good Friday was a defeat, put right by Easter. In fact, we must keep holding the  two events closely together. Calvary was the moment of victory, ratified, made evident, proclaimed by the empty tomb. This Easter day we worship Jesus crucified and risen.

So, what are we to make of the Easter message? Or rather, what will we allow it to make of us?

Three phrases have snagged in my mind this Holy Week. Jesus said to his disciples, ‘Because I live, you also will live.’ (John 14,19) The resurrection life of Jesus, the word is ‘Zoe’, flowing into my moral life, the word is ‘bios’. Eternal life invading and transforming biological existence. Already I am tasting the life of the world to come, and one day, beyond the boundary we call death, I shall be fully and fully alive. One day, beyond all the pain and the struggle of our history there is Jesus, the author and giver of life, and we shall stand in his presence, beneath the gaze of absolute truth and infinite compassion. Nothing will be overlooked and everything will be forgiven.

In the Anglican calendar (there is no escaping it) April 9th is marked as the day to commemorate the great German theologian-martyr, Dietrich Bonhoeffer. On that day in 1945 he was led from his cell in Flossenburg prison camp early in the morning to a secluded place under the trees. Naked under the scaffold in those spring woods the life of this immensely captivating man was senselessly ended. He was 39 with so much more to say to the world. Within a month the Third Reich had fallen. Bonhoeffer’s final words were a message to his friend George Bell, the Bishop of Chichester. ‘Tell him’, he said, ‘that for me this is the end, but also the beginning.’

On this Easter morning I want to say that the best is yet to be.

My second phrase is in St Luke’s account of the resurrection, where the women run from the empty tomb to tell the other disciples what they have seen (or not seen!) ‘But’, records Luke, ‘it seemed to them like an idle tale.’ (Luke 24. 11)

It still does. On Good Friday, the world rushes by, traffic unabated, commercial activity not missing a beat and the Good friday TV schedules untouched by even a hint of spiritual reality. Bishop Craig Loya of Minnesota writes blogs that are so good that I despair and wonder whether I should keep writing. In his Easter message to his clergy he talks about the apparent madness of a story of a man tortured to death, then going missing and finally turning up breathing, talking, and eating with his friends. This is the crazy story we dare to believe and which alone can save us in a world gone mad. ‘It makes the outrageous claim that the forces of death, hatred and oppression have no lasting power despite the evidence…Easter isn’t something to be explained, or rationalised, or rendered more accessible to modern sensibilities. It is to be claimed and boldly announced to a world held in the grip of death.’

On this Easter morning I want to be bold in my belief that Jesus rose and is alive and I want to hold that belief in the face of a world gone mad with gettingand spending, and spiralling into conflictand confusion.

And I want to hold my nerve within a Church where a remnant of the faithful hold fast to gospel truth. This Easter morning I will be celebrating Communion in a rural church in Derbyshire. There will be just a few of us, but no matter, we will be gathered to celebrate the victory of the cross and resurrection. A sign to the world. We will, as it were, cup our hands around the flame of Love holding it high against the harsh winds of injustice, suffering and sheer meanness that buffet our secular society. A light that no darkness can extinguish.

We will light the Easter candle and say,

Christ yesterday and today
The beginning and the end,
Alpha and Omega,
All time belongs to him and all ages.
To him be glory and power,
Through every age and for ever.

Finally, when the Apostles were looking for someone to fill the gap left by the tragic defection and death of Judas, they needed to appoint someone ‘who must become, with us, a witness to the resurrection.’ (Acts 1.22)

This is the true apostolic succession. We are to enter into the Apostles’ experience of the resurrection so that we may join in their proclamation of the resurrection. It was Pope John Paul II who said, ‘We are the Easter people and our song is Alleluia.’

‘On this Easter morning, Lord accept my thanks that you have called me to be part of that countless throng who across the ages have been witnesses to the resurrection. To be one of your Easter people. Please help me to live out the truth by which I have been captivated, and keep me faithful to the end.’

Christ is risen. He is risen indeed. Alleluia.

Risen Christ,
you filled your disciples with boldness and fresh hope:
strengthen us to proclaim your risen life
and fill us with your peace,
to the glory of God the Father